End of August

I feel like I kinda lost myself. Or changed or something. I've asked a few people if they think I've changed, and I get a "no" response. I feel like I get lost in crowds, and I don't enjoy it and I want to be more independent and go back to old friends. I'm not really sure if I belong anywhere, I just want things to be like they were beginning of last school year. I want to drift away from the dumb scenes and focus on more important things, and mature. I am very excited for school to start, I think it will be an interesting year. However, I want this school year to go by fast so I can get out of here! Hopefully I learn something about writing in my class, and maybe something can happen for me. I hope I carry through with all of these changes I want to happen, and figure my ish out and have a fantabulous senior year!

Take 2.

So if you didn't notice, I haven't blogged in a while. Also, I deleted my previous posts. I just now realized how dumb all of that stuff was. I feel like I'm maturing now that I'm almost 18 haha! Nobody cares about drinking and going to parties..it's not interesting. And not me. I've decided to start all over, cuz I feel like I need to start all over. Gay I know, but it's the truth haha. I want to figure myself out and get everything straightened out before I start my life. Well, it's bloggin time!(lol)